The whole incident was indeed a hoax, I have received the confirming information from a friend.
Since I am more at ease now, I will probably return to my other account after some time off, however I won't re-start this one, as it was a bit too much for me to fit in my schedule.

However! I will be transfering you, my watchers, over to my other account so I can keep up with your works. I'll be doing that over the next couple of days already. So if a blue-dragon-avatared Aiylah adds you, that is me

Till then ...


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I have had reason - several reasons actually - that the death mentioned in my previous journal was an evil hoax played on me. Yes I know who would do a thing like that to me.

Either that or I am really paranoid. But I'm 90% sure it's the first. I won't elaborate here, just I'm sorry you had to be dragged into it.

Whatever turns out to be true - if I can ever find out the 100% truth - I can't really handle this much more. I've decided to terminate this account. I was often too busy to really take care of it anyway.
I have another account - ~Aiylah , I'm not sure if I will keep that one or not. If so, I'll transfer you, my watchers, over to there. If not, I'm sorry.